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07:30 pm January 7th, 2005
Ooh, sometimes I wonder about the little things... they give me a short attention span and make me wanna do spontaneous, funky things! Uhh? I don't think that made sense. GRR!!!
Hasta
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06:40 pm January 5th, 2005
I feel so alone. :( I want to cry. I have the wierdest people like trying to talk to me. I'm getting very scared. You better protect me or else I'll kick you in the shin!!!
Hasta!
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08:00 pm January 4th, 2005
Yeah. This sucks... No time to explain, but it's sooo freakin' scary; I want to cry!
07:27 pm January 1st, 2005
Just me
1: All on my own / I'm feeling like I can finish this song / but nothing is clear to me / and everything I am is envied
2: Somewhere I'm hiding in the dark / Contemplating my revengful mark / I'm lost, scared and horny / So stay with me awhile and you can leave in the mourning
C: Ooh / Someone please tell me what I'm supposed to do / The way you make me feel is definitely something new / You make me feel like I should be ashamed / Especially with all this winning, this should be a game
3: With all the tears I've cried / I can create an ocean that I call mine / A lot of thought and so much more / Has gone into it, but don't think I'm a whore
4: No on understands the way I am / They think a soul mate is a huge, sexy man / There are plenty of fish in the sea / Alls you have to do is explore or ask me
B: Sometimes I try to think, I try to make sense of all of this / nothing works and it hurts so bad, so I should just end all of it
C: Ooh / Someone please tell me what I'm supposed to do / The way you make me feel is definitely something new / You make me feel like I should be ashamed / Especially with all this winning, this should be a game
5: Go away now / my ugly side is starting to come out
Okay, yeah. So like I am so totally bored and I have no idea what to do. How was everyone's New Years'? Mine was okay. My sister threw a party with some of her friends. It was insane. My little brother got pissed and wanted to beat some dudes butt and my friend was getting pissed and horny at the same time from all of the lesbian action. So, ummm, yeah. It was a lovely time, I guess. If you're into all of that stuff, which quite frankly, it's boring and it's lame when the only time people want to fight is when they're drunk. But, whatever.
It is now 2005. I really hope this year will be better than last year. 2004 sucked!!! It was just insane. Too many people, too many jobs, too much crap that needed to be done and way to much money spent!? Ummm, yeah. I am going to try to start saving money this year. So, that way, next year, I can find a place of my own and buy myself a car. I had a 2003 Kia Spectra, but I gave it back to the dealer. I still have a few payments to make on it and they wouldn't let me take it to New York. I got it in Texas. They wanted the car paid off first. Whatever. The damn idiots.
Grr. I am soooo tired. I didn't even do anything today. Oh well. This is just completely retarded. My brother got me a hot chocolate from Dunkin' Donuts. I am addicted to those. I have one everyday when I'm at work. What's even better are their latte's that are like $5.00 each. Damn, I wish they weren't so expensive. I tried the chocolate and rasberry one... it's an interesting combination. I don't think that those two flavors should be mixed, though. But it's okay if you're into that kind of stuff.
Yeah... Now I'm 20 years old. Yay! Everyone keeps telling me that I'm old, I do not look like I'm 20 and that I don't act 20. Go figure. They say I look younger and stuff. But you know what? That's good for me, because when I'm like 30 or something, I'll look like 5 years younger. Definitely good for me.
Wow, I'm writing a lot. Talk about rambling! Just keeps going and going... Just like the Energizer Bunny. Mmm. Do you want to know what's gross? Those dang marshmellow bunnies that you get from your grandparents at easter time. Blah! So nasty. I think I tried to feed them to my dog once and she wouldn't eat them. Haha. She is smart. I miss her though. Damn sickly things. I hate 'em all!
So... Sometimes I wonder about people. Especially those that are very confused about their sexuality. Prime example... my friend [nameless] is confused. [Nameless] is awesome, though. I love you [Nameless}. Haha. Greatness.
Anyways, I have nothing more to say. I'm so confused.
Hasta
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07:55 pm December 30th, 2004
Well, then... I started taking some classes and already, I have taken two tests. The first one, I got a 93 on and the second one, I got a 75 on it. So, so far my average is 85. Well, that's what they told me at least. Gee, I wonder?! ...
Hasta
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09:52 pm December 29th, 2004
Today is my birthday. So not fun. I went half the day before someone realized what today was. Then I worked until 9:30. Go figure!
Hasta
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08:24 am December 26th, 2004
I want you to just start rambling on and on. . . That is exactly how one of my cousins are. He is so annoying and I really believe that he knows it and that he is absolutely trying to do it on purpose. That is just so not right. What is wrong with people these days?! Anyways, I hope everyone enjoyed their Christmas. I really didn't get anything compared to everything that I bought for people. But that's okay. I'm "too difficult to shop for." Anyways, I got a guitar, make up, and some spray crap. Hmm? Maybe they're trying to say that I'm stinky. °[smells herself]° No stinkyness here! Anyways, what did you all get for Christmas? Want to know what I bought for everyone?! Well, I'm going to tell you anyway. For my older brother, I got him fenders for his 4-wheeler that cost me like 400 dollars, socks, and panties. For my little brother, I got him ATV Offroad 3, socks, and panties. For my sister, I got her 300 dollars worth of scrapbooking paper, perfum stuff, chocolate covered cherries, socks and panties. For my mom, I got her a digital camera, slippers, pajamas, socks and panties. Yeah. Oh and I got myself ummm, BBQ Fritos. Haha. That is so lovely. I am definitely loveing things this year. Haha. Ummm? Yeah. It's too early to be laughing, writing and trying to ponder the meaning of life. This is insane. I am going now.
Hasta
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P.S. If any of you know a really good host that wont charge me an arm and a leg, please let me know. I have a domain registered, but I hate the charges they have for those who want/need a host. Yeah. If you find one, I'm on AIM : GeorgieBoyZie or on YAHOO ; thedevilspinata Thanks so much. Buh-bye!
07:33 pm December 24th, 2004
Like, okay. I am so totally bored, again!!! GRRR. But, um... Today went well, I guess. I had to work. I got out at noon, though, so that was kick ass. Definitely was digging that idea. [Thank you boss man!] So, I hope Christmas Eve is going great for all of you. What directed you to come here or even for you to read this... is soooo beyond me. I guess you're just bored. Totally understandable and highly awesome. Anyway, I have nothing new. I think my brother got me an electric guitar for Christmas. I already have two of them, but yeah. What am I going to do with three?! It's not like I can play all of them at once. Anyways, it's groovy regardless. I got a guitar strap and guitar strings, though. Very awesome. I even wrapped them myself. Haha. What a Christmas; knowing what you got, who it's from and wrapping them all yourself. This year, I bought myself a purse thingy, wrapped it and put that it was from my mom. She liked that idea. I said to her, "Mom, look, you're all done Christmas shopping for me." Oh, how nice am I?! Haha. I hardly would call it nice. Sometimes I feel the devil in me rising, never falling, but always trying to make a special appearance to make those around at the time seem very, very scared. Don't get scared... But yeah. Things are very, ummm, content!
Hasta
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(¸.ˇ´GeorgieBoyZie
07:44 pm December 23rd, 2004
Somehow I seem to be very misleading to everyone. A lot of people are beginning to think I am somebody that I'm not. It's really starting to piss me off. I am who I am and no one, EVER, can change that. I'm not simple, and I know that, but it's not like you need to be a rocket scientist to figure me out. Anyways, my birthday is on the 29th and again, I am not do anything. I don't ever celebrate my birthday. People always tell me, oh, well christmas is your birthday. No it's not!!! Everyone else gets Christmas and a birthday, why can't I? It's retarded and doesn't make sense at all to me. I really find it funny as hell, though when people try to read me like an open book. Don't they understand that they are human and so am I? Well, I am gone for now.
Hasta
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02:37 pm December 18th, 2004
Today is such a boring day. I worked all week and now I can just relax. It's not fun, though. Anyways, Christmas is next week and my birthday is the following Wednesday. But, yeah. It's all groovy. I don't know what to write right now. So...
Hasta
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